2day,my mood is totally not good bcoz of my dad...few days more,my stpm wil start.at tis moment,i should study hard so tat i wont fail any subject...i think correct rite???
yesterday,my mom took some work home n start doing from 2day morning...i wish i can help her so tat she wont feel too tired but at the same time i know i should focus on my study,she oso ask me 2 go study...but my dad,the 1 who always ask me:"go n help ur mom"...
i wish 2 tell him tat i need 2 study,so i cant help 4 too long time...but his face like i purposely don wan 2 help my mom.last time during my trial exam oso like tat,when i study n didnt help,he say :"ur mom is tired,y u din help her"?ok,fine, i say i wil help her n i did.i even sacrifice my study time 2 study ekon 2 help her,i din read my macro at all just 2 help her...
but for sure,my results is worst than what i expect...then,he wil say:"y ur result is worst than b4?u never focus n study b4 exam meh"?how can i answer bcoz i help mom 2 do her work so din study,but i din tell him.i just feel sad n wan cry...
2day.is oso the same situation.tis is my real exam,i cant make any mistake,i must get good results so i can enter uni tat i wish 2 enter.but he never care about it,just wan me 2 help my mom...i almost cry when i think about it.
sometimes,i reall feel wan 2 live alone in our old house,even though there don hav TV,no astro,no internet,no fb...for me,is enough ady with the radio n mp3 in my phone...y he always cant think about my feelings???haiz~~~~~~~
